Sick Days in So Many Ways

I meant to post this yesterday, February 12, 2014, but my browser and Blogger weren't getting along. And btw, I actually didn't end up going right to bed; I watched The Truman Show instead. 

Today was a sick day, all around. Well, except for our little Starlet: her cough's been getting better. Cool Apa took his whole day off except work in order to sleep and relax. I think he went to bed about an hour ago, just plop! In bed! Starlet and I finished Freaky Friday version ala Lindsey Lohan. (LOVE Jammie Lee Curtis's hair in that movie! Someday....) I don't know if Apa will wake up for his 8:00 class! Ugh.

It's hard when he's sick. I think he's more of a strength and support to me than I realize. When he's having a hard day on top of my hard day, it's like the world crashes around me. I felt so hopeless and depressed today: APRIL IS SO FAR AWAY! WHERE are we gonna end up!? WHEN am I gonna be better!? It doesn't help that I need to reevaluate medication and stuff.....ick. Depression is my monster, a monster that must be slain. I would call it a dragon, but I don't think it's worthy of such a cool animal. This monster has been around for a long time and I just want it GONE! Shoo! Go away, depression monster!

Dang. I just got hit with a re-occurrence of my sickiness from yesterday. I used up all my juice doodling that beauty. (Not as good as if I had done it by hand, but not bad!) 

To summarize: sick days are hard whether they be mental or physical or emotional or whatever. I guess it's part of life, and I signed up for this life. I wouldn't trade it for anything. 

I think I'll pause my episode of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine and head to bed. I've got a head ache. 

"And if I don't see you good afternoon good evening and goodnight!" - The Truman Show 

Ooh, maybe I'll watch the Truman Show instead of heading to bed...

Just a few minutes, it's been a while since I've seen this show. ;-) 

-Cool Mamma